Holidays

Two weeks if my holidays have passed, and this is the third week already, sometimes i feel this holiday is way too long, but when the pace starts to quicken i dread the upcoming semester. I don't know how the next batch of classmates would be like, worse if i never get a fix class, & i have to change classes everyday it would be totally horrible anyway let's not think so much first yea? Shall just proceed on to update how my holidays are going.

Actually is just like the usual, meeting up with friends and passing my life away at home. Mum wanted me to look for a job but seriously i am very lazy to do so, i don't have the mood to work at all i just wanna spend my time quietly alone. Sometimes my emotion is really unstable and i get worried that i might be worse, but i don't know what to do or how to handle it other than just endure it silently.

Anyway i went to Johor Baru from sunday till tuesday which is 3 days 2 nights spent time with darling, JB & Quebec. It was a wonderful trip for the first day by firstly having darling to bring us around at PonTian and also JB as the driver haha, i must say JB is quite a not bad driver, he is quite stable and skillful. Also the second day where JB's mum drove us around and having all the good food with JB, i must say after this holiday i will at least gain quite a few KG man. I really had a wonderful time over at Johor Baru over the 3 days, i have awkward moments there too, but i gotten over it must be i am PSM-ing haha luck non of them notice so didn't spoil the mood of the trip, really grateful for the hospitality given during the trip.

Just came to realise that around me a lot of my friends are either working part-time, busy with FYP, school activities or even internship. So apparently i am the only free one around them, makes me feel so out of place i guess it will be a great time for me to spend some quality time alone for a few weeks? Or even days i guess? Still having to prepare for thailand trip too, which is the week after and also the hardship of waiting for my results, totally not looking forward to it man i just pray to pass everything, and not having to repeat any modules would be great. Will just update till here then, looks like even during the holidays my mind and mood is only slightly better, i'm still thinking like mad. Gonna post a picture which i caught in malaysia's roadside i really loved the signboard matching with the environment...