A Blank Piece Of Paper

Do you once have this feeling in which you just wanna throw everything away, and head to a new place, a new country where nobody knows you and you can start all over again? Like a blank piece of paper? Where you can forget all your unhappiness, start as a whole new person, be who you wanna be, not worrying about how you have to answer to things and no one will judge you? That seems great isn't it?

I've been feeling that ever since the second half of last year, somehow what i say seems to be like running away from reality but really i wanna leave Singapore, anywhere is fine just let me be out of Singapore for at least 2 to 3 years. But family is the one which holds me back, and yes certain people as well they are so special and dear to me, which i can't bear to leave them just like that. But oh well shall see how the future goes, never know what's gonna happen right?

自我怀疑

我做人是不是很失败？我觉得我好像没有智慧那样。一次又一次的伤害我身边珍惜的人，或者到头来我发现我根本不了解我的朋友。我说话还没有长进吗？还是朋友相处太久或是每天黏在一起久了，就一定会有磨擦？这样的人生好累哦，我一直在失去我所珍惜的人，到头来我都不知到该怎么做了。我是真的真的好累好累。为什么我不能潇洒一点？心软和不舍真的是我致命的弱点。