Conclusion for the 6 weeks of break.

Time flies and so soon it's already the last day of my Y2S1 term break, so when school starts tomorrow new semester, new classmates and new modules and new shit that i have to go through and see as a RP student. 6 weeks of holidays seems to pass so fast, but 6 weeks of school seems to take forever to reach. Anyway gonna share what happen in my holidays and the major activities which i went to and everything.

Starting of my holidays i went to Beijing China with my family members, we had loads of fun as i finally have to chance to visit all the historical places which i really wish to go and also we manage to visit other famous landmarks and also shopping paradise of Beijing.

Next met up with half of the AMM peeps for Donny's house warming, as usual we had fun and laughter and also thinking back to all the good old days at AMM, the buffet food was awesome and of course seeing all my fellow AMM kakis :)

Also during this holiday i have to take care of my grandma, the job of taking her back to the hospital for some of the check-ups lands on me, because one thing i am the only free one, the other is i love her too much so i don't mind taking care of her, and see we look good together in the photo yea? :D

Also meeting my dearest Y1S1 besties Ding Qi is also a must during my term break, we are always meuseum buddies and we travel around singapore to find interesting exhibitions and historical stuff. :)

Thanks to Yu Xin, we get to revive our childhood and head to the zoo, we had fun esp since we had been childhood friends and we know each other for 9 years already, had an awesome sunday with them. :)

Lunch with Aunty Lim & Vik and after that we went to pay a visit to wing, he is adorable but somehow i'm afraid of him as well hehe. :P

Head back to college central to visit all our lecturers and also my dear CA Ms Elfa, they treated us lunch and we really spend a long afternoon over there and we left super late, but if i am given a chance i rather go back to ITE again somehow.

Went clubbing at Mink with the girls Rad & Xiu Li one for ladies night which is quite fun, and another for guest list on a saturday night but that night was horrible, and non of us really enjoyed it much at all. Neverthless it's a good experience and yes me & Rad was like literally mad hehe :P

Met Jemmy for movie and lunchie in the afternoon and ganga & Kat for road-side dinner, simple and nice also had an awesome time catching up with each other. :D

Went on to USS to had my enjoyment time before my pass expires on november 30th, had fun but not really excited because after going there for too many times, somehow we can expect what to see, and what kind of rides they have for us already. :/

Met my poly girls for lunchie at seoul garden and guess what? Our dearest Vik ate too much and she literally vomited in the washroom after our meal, and she knocks down the dustbin beside the esclator inside the shopping mall. Imagine all the face-palm face we shown when we are with her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Finally the day comes for our annual BBQ at Sean's place :) The usual fun, laughter and nonsense us haha and yes heaven have to rain cats and dogs on us at 10pm plus, just like how it was the previous year. *Roll Eyes* But still most important we had fun and that's the main point hehe :D

Finally just finished the newton challenge 2013 volunteer event with Rad and Yi Lin, and both me and Rad manage to corrupt Yi Lin haha and she becomes like us, who looks at hot guys hehe. But i swear it's tiring because it's not fun doing event when it's day 01 or day 02, but i guess i don't have a choice do it? O.o But at least we get 25 bucks in the end. :D

This is what happens mostly during my term break, and actually comparing to my other term breaks i went out wayy lesser this time round, but u still had fun and i have my sleep, so i am contented. :) Okay that's it for now and see you when i see you sooon yea? Tomorrow is first day of school yo hais. :( Good Night Earth. :)

Final Words.

It all started 2 days ago, on a sunday night when you suddenly texted me " ):sorry......" at around 10 plus at night, you can never imagine my shock when i saw that text, how long have it been since our last contact? Almost 6 months and when i am finally really over you, and i have moved on, everyone is telling me not to reply but i can't control myself and after 4 hours of struggling i texted back "Kayy hmm. You okay? Did you send wrong message? O.o" & you replied the next morning, and as much as i guessed, you told me you are drunk & you never send wrong message.

I treated you as a normal friend, and i asked you to not drink so much & take care, and you started by telling me your troubles in school and so on, finally i raised the question and ask you why did you text me last night? Your answer shocked me once again, you said "Dunno? My subconscious done while i'm drunk" and we go on normally, i told you that you can always talk to me and you never replied anymore.

11.50pm, you asked if i'm asleep or not, and i said no, i don't know why you have to text me that way to see if i have a bf currently or not, which i don't actually. Also we dragged to your sleeping problems again, and you mention about your friend's theory. I said go look for a gf or a wife and we started again the problem we have when we were in a relationship, then you asked me "Are you glad you already left me?" "Or are you shocked" I chose to ask you back the question because i wanna know your answer, guess what? You said you are not glad, but trust me from the start is you freaking make me left you, and you have to drop me a bombshell telling me it is actually the fact that you are trying to protect me? You know from this point, i actually tried to trust what you said, and i wanna believe you, but subconsciously somehow i can't trust what you said and in the end you left because you rather i hate you then what might happen in the end which you would hurt me super badly & everyone will hate you? Bullshit all bullshit.

This is really how i feel:
你选择让我恨你, 所以才那么对我? 你会后悔会痛苦, 我就好得到那里去? 说穿了你也是自私不是吗? 当初自己决定, 对我公不公平, 我也有表达的份不是吗? 那晚你就不应该喝醉, 不该发那封简讯给我。我就不应该心软, 把你当朋友回复给你。我从来都没办法恨你。

你说你应该选择我的信念, 让两个人幸福或许我们现在就不一样了。你的选择不只伤害了你自己, 也让我在那半年里过的那么痛苦。我们都错了, 错的彻彻底底。

But anyway, like i said i can never hate you so this is what i will tell you finally:
I'm glad we manage to talk things out last night, i guess we have nothing else to do with each other anymore right? Bye Bye & Take Care L.T :)

Fairytale

Recently i love a Japanese actor cum singer called Matsumoto Jun from Arashi, so i went ahead to watch this drama called Hana Yori Dango which is Boys Over Flowers, they have Taiwan version, Korea version and also this Japanese version. I must say original country is still the best right? The way they choose their cast is not only good, but also the film it short & sweet is like the whole story line is done within season 1 with 9 episodes, and season 2 with 11 episodes & a final movie. So in total is like 20 episodes of drama and one near 3 hour movie to conclude the whole storyline.

The male lead learns the truth of life and how to be like a human through the female lead, and why is my title fairytale for this post? Because i admire the author who came up with all these plot be it for the manga or the drama. We all know the world we lived in is cruel and realistic, but this drama actually manage to display out what we as humans actually wish for deep inside our heart,it shows us the impossible happened and it's so sweet espically the love between the male and female lead is so true and no matter how long it passes it never change at all. The male and female lead broke though the social difference and showed us that it's actually a possible to everything in our life to occur.

If you have not catch this drama before, please do watch it & laugh with how funny & dumb the leads are and also cry along with them for their relationship, root for them to go and fight against all the differences against life. Maybe you will understand a different aspect of life after this drama, and also why not let ourselves go for a while & sink ourselves inside this fantasy world? You might feel better after the whole series, and maybe there could be a difference in how you feel & view about life after that, highly recommended yo haha. :)