Which is worse?

June 2015. Half a year gone by again just like that and I've graduated for like 2 months? Although i can't say that i'm wasting my life away at home, due to not working and i have to take care of my mum. But now that she's better and she can manage most on her own, i actually can start looking for a job which is something which I'm really looking forward since I've been wanting to work so badly and earn my own money to support myself. Yet now I'm at loss of what should i apply, i wanted zoo. birdpark all those but at the same time i'm scared that i can't pass any job interview because i really suck at it, & i'm afraid that if this goes on, it'll be very difficult to get a job in my whole life. But still i better start early right? Oh well i guess anyone have to go through this stage in life ahh, just pray and hope all the best for myself i guess? :/