Neglected this site of mine for a month, the last post is dated back into 16 of December, & in a flash of an eye 2012 ended and a new start of 2013 begins. A lot of changes in my life, and as i turned into my BIG TWO more responsibilities came in and also more changes which i have to adapt to.
Firstly HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. Heh i know it's a bit late, but late better than never right? :) Anyway school is as usual, and i started working in breadtalk as a part-time customer service crew. I can say the staff there are all nice, just that particular lady which i don't really fancy. Oh well, shall not spoil my mood by mentioning her, also i won't really see her that often too do i? So better nit bad-mouth people, i learn to control myself a lot when i grew older. :) Okay so basically that is regarding my work, now into school oh well my UT1 grades are horrible man, but who can i blame other than myself? So now i can't say i am trying my best, but at least i will work hard and improve myself.
Okay enough of all these, guess what? I turned 20. OMG can't believe that time passes so fast, is just like just back then, i just finish my PSLE. *Okay this is exaggerating.* But really time waits for no man so fast 20 years passed and now i am almost into my adulthood, as i turned 20 more responsibility which i have to shoulder, my own life which i have to take care of, and most importantly take care of my aging parents. Suddenly really i felt like an adult and yes i have more things to bear and more things to learn in life.
Had a small conversation with daddy today, as it's time for dinner, daddy came & fetch me for dinner & offer to hold my hand and walk to the kitchen, he is telling me, how he can't forget that he always used to hold my hand as a small girl, every morning to go down and take the school bus. Now he say it's been so long since he last held my hand, and now the small girl is taller than him, & grew into a young lady.
It makes me feel so touched and sad at the same time, touched is that his love for me grew as i am older, and he is still so doting towards me. Upset is because he is getting old and i am starting to feel afraid that he is growing old, daddy i love you as always thank you for all the love and care you showered me over the 2o years of my life, ever since i land feet onto this world i love you always. :') <3
Lastly wishing everybody have a good 2013 ahead, i will grow to be more mature. :)
