Today i seriously hate myself to the core.

Firstly, i quarreled with jem, and i am super digraceful, but we are sisters linked so ok le in abt less than 10 mins? Secondly, i hate myself because i lack of courage, to do even such a simple thing, thinking that i am such a failure. Thirdly, my studies sux like hell hate that i am so lousy compared to other people. But after sch study with tuckk while waiting for qi, feel much better le all thx to tuckk, he and his funny way in coaching me math haha. Hope to study with him soon haha study with tuckk can learn lots of things and relax as well.

Oh b4 i 4get, even if this is not my day, still wanna wish Lincoln
a happy 16th B-Day hope he will enjoy his B-Day.

Flashing of memories in my mind.............

Today, i get to know something, and finally it helped me to link back to all the problems, that i have been thinking about and cant solve.

It have been super duper shocking for me, i did not expect some things, to be happening around and it have hurt someone that is quite important to me. Small pieces of memories keep flashing inside my head, and i finally manage to piece them together, i need time to digest it. I will pretend not to know anything.

Pls do not ask me what have happen, i will keep it to myself, even if i hope that i had never known it..............................

Feeling very very stressed and tied up lately. Wanna just drop down everything, and jus have a good sleep. Everything in my world seems to be going the wrong way, firstly, art is pressing on me very very hard. Secondly, there are still math which i can't do also science. Also, there are somemore personal problems that is a burden, everyday, have to think of so many things, on my mind. How i wish that i can have some moral support..................................

Also, Happy 16th B-Day to eguene pung


Too tired to think or do anything anymore....................

Happy teacher's day to all my teachers.

Firstly, thankk you for teaching me throught the whole of my education period. Just wanna tell you guys thank you and a happy teachers day, enjoy your holiday barhx.