Saturday, 16 February 2013

Dilemma...



没有一点点防备, 也没有一丝顾虑, 你就这样出现在我的世界里。

Yes this is how i am going to describe my feelings now, from a random Facebook chat, to the exchange of numbers, to texting everyday, to you confessing. Honestly i am very touched and i feel very sweet when i see how you treated me. Although everything is a bit too fast, but progressing as fast, i began to feel comfortable with you and very fast you are in my bro zone. Although you told me you don't ever wanna be in this zone, but you have to past through this zone before you are able to enter into my heart.

I know the promise which you make to me, and yes so far you manage to fulfil so many of it, you told me you know that i am paranoid and you are willing to walk with me through this path promising me that you will prove to me that you are different from the previous guy who hurt me. After hearing all these honestly if i don't at least feel touched i am seriously not a human, but i have my doubts which makes me feel bad towards you because you are giving me so much, yet i keep trying to push you away, and being paranoid over everything. You told me you understand because of the previous guy who left such a deep scar on my emotions, and you will heal it for me, thank you i really feel very touched, but i can't help but feel that i am hurting you in someway or another.

I guess time and more interactions with you, will allow me to understand you better? I really love the sunflower which you send to me, and also the daily e-mail you promised i will look forward to reading it everyday. For now, just for now thank you bro. :)