Cried at SMO yesterday because too much things going around me, stress that i won't do well for IEP, stress that DSG will be screwed up, worry that not enough coordinators to work, when so many of us falling sick, worried that i will screw up the event when i work as an IC, thinking about a non-ending problem when i'm stuck in that bloody situation. So many happening at one go i can't take it anymore, lost the strong me ever since i got my Os result 2 years ago. I don't mean to dwell on it, espically since i'm graduating soon when 2 years pass by so quickly. I notice that my strong personality is being eaten away bit by bit, ever since i turn 17? The results? The relationship? Poly issues? So much to add on i know i shouldn't be complaining because there are people put there who are worse off then me, but yea i admit that i lost i can't take it anymore. I have to work harder to polish myself if not how am i gonna face even greater challenges next time in life, when i can't even take such small set-backs? Guess learning to embrace problems, solve & tackle it are one of my priorities in my entire life hope i won't take too long to master this skill.

Now trying to rest as much as possible and to recover soon, hate to fall sick been falling sick a lot this year, maybe too much things already hope next year won't be the same?