Holidays

Okay now i am having holidays, now having the bind of O-level, from the next holiday onwards, i want to do volunteer work for children for every holiday. I will spend lesser time on fun and enjoyment for myself and i want to work and help the children, hope i am able to find and i will go at least twice every week. Children are the most innocent and adorable people on earth, some of them just doesn't have what we had, family, health, love so i should spend more time with them and care for them:)

Now is holidays and just passby a few events and i made new friends from F1 and i feel very happy, even when some people maybe irritating and we may not like them, but different people have different character, so i learn't to accept them and as long as they never really do anything to me, or harm me, i would not bother much with them as we said the more we get angry with people, the shorter our lifespan is so why bother with them:) Also went out with mu lan yu xin and jemina kathleen they all also, went back to school for meeting and events, so i will just post some pictures and let them do the talking:)

I have learn't to be more happy and put down more things, just be myself and who bother about whether you have someone special with you or not, they will come when the time is right and for those who have one, is a bonus and they should cherish them. As long as friends and families are with us all along we are much better than those people on earth right? Cherish what we have and all the other bonus will come as the right time that they should:)

Happy B-day

Just a post before today ends. Happy 17th B-day Lincoln:) Eh just want to wish you a happy birthday and good luck in your future A-levels:)

Okay shall be a short and sweet post, recently i dun noe what is wrong with me, i dun noe what am i doing and i am like blur blur de-.- Almost got knocked down by car three times already in this week. Maybe i should be more alert and stop being so blur and day-dreaming when i am walking, if i will really end up in the hospital one fine day. Tml is the start of F1 work, dun feel like working, but i wan the 300 bucks hais, but there is no free lunch in this wrold uh, will pack up my feelings and rest early tonight so i will be fresh for work. Okay these few days went out to town with jemmy, kat on wed and mu lan and yuxin on tues, so i have been wearing black for almost everyday haha, so addicted to black colour these few days. Okay let the pics do the talking, will be updating mostly after F1:)

Okay, update more recently, cuz have more time now compared to last time. Recently is still the same, i am trying to be as normal as possible and not to worry, i will make it de:) have to start 3 days work from next friday onwards, but dun feel like going which i also don't know why, maybe is bcuz of him barhx. But anyway, for the sake for 300 bucks i will endure through the 3 days and hope i won't do anything wrong haha:P

Everything is still the same, but what is different is i learn't how to put down a lot of things although some pictures and videos are still lingering, i can say out load that i am recovering in quite a good shape:) but regarding another person i don't like to say much and so just let things be barhx and i will take all the ending and accept everything. Now is studies that is bugging me, maybe i finished my module exams and i feel lazy to start studying for my Os so i am not working very hard, and i should accept any outcome that i received this time round cuz i did not really study and i could not blame anyone compared to last time, which i really did studied very hard for at least the last few months.

Anyway, brought a mini cookie monster as a bit of reward for mugging hard for the past 6 mths of I.T.E i will continue to work hard for my I.T.E and hope everything turns out well and i can enroll into SP:)

Finally finished all the final module exams, feel so happy hehe:) BZE is still manageable, but EPL is quite tricky so hais dun noe will pass or not leh:/ nvm uh, i tried my best already, so whether is pass or fail, lets just leave it to heaven barhx:)

Recently, i started to put down my feelings a lot a lot, and i feel so much happier:) You feels so much happier, as you let down something that you know will never ever be yours, you happy, he happy and you will feel much better. But i know myself i am able to put down, is bcuz of i know who, but i know nothing is going to happen so i just let things be natural barhx, taking train with him seriously brighten up my day. I seems to feel for childish ppl uh, maybe you can say that i belong to the childish section myself barhx haha:P

The poker card result keeps bugging me you are the least amount of cards that i have uh, but there is one obstacle between us, which i also know why luh, maybe it might be accurate but i am tired already, maybe by just leaving things to be will be better, sometimes i can't tolerate that temper of yours uh, you get angry too easily but maybe that is your personality barhx, so i should just learn to accept:) Anyway, i just want things to be as like now and i dun feel like moving anymore things, i am afraid that history will repeat itself and i will lose another good friend, so conslusion let just see how things will go for the next one year plus barhx:)

B4 i go, liike to post a pic recently have this addiction omg haha love it to the max:D

Start of school and moduel exams

Okay end of sweet holidays and start of revision week and moduel exams. Just got the bad news tat i flunked my excel hais tat is the price i have to pay for not playing real attention in class. I am over confident of myself bcuz of the previous test, and i am too nervous during the exam time:/

Oh well have to go for extra lessons tml and a retest on thurs. Believe in yourself LIM SHI JIE and you will be able to do it de jiayous and must make sure you learnt all the mistakes that you have made in the exam, okay that will be all regarding school stuff and everything else.

I feel that i am facing some problems which i oso dun noe what and why:( guess i have to try and understand what i wanted and to find out what is the real problem so i could feel better okay shall update till now and off to study and sleep:)

Updating my blog after like one week plus? Okay recently module exams are coming and must mug hard, somemore still have lots of other events such as F1, I do wedding day, and many more, so i will try and update as much as i can.

Okay today i learn how to see other's love life through poker cards, how cool is that OMG haha and i notice that the person you are thinking of, could only be seen on the first test and the upcoming ones won't be as accurate and you must be thinking of him/her throughout the whole process. I am still quite new but i am getting a hands on it and it is fun haha:) I did 3 test on different ppl and the results are suprising, but 90% is true man i have a shocked of my life. Oh well i must continue to see if all that results are true or not:)

Okay so holidays ended and school offically started and i feel that i not only have a busy holiday but also a busy school schedule. I guess that all events students are all like that barhx, you need more exposure and to have more experience b4 ppl are willing to hire you. In the events industry, is hard for newbeeis to start off but once everything gets on well, ppl will recognize your talent and planning skills, and things will get better.

I wanted to open my own cafe so i plan to take up courses next year learning how to be a barista:) i hope i will have a chance to work in startbucks and have a chance to understand how they work and learn well from them. I will work hard de jiayous:)