THIS POST IS SPECIALLY 4 YI TIAN:

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAE LUV YOU MUACKS...................

yesterday is april fool's day i kanna zhen by my classmate kor they ask me wan oreo or not i say ok they pass me one then at first i take a bite how cum the cookie so soft then i feel a bit awkard then eat a bit more then i think the white thing is a bit spicy then guess wat "THE WHITE FILLING IS TOOTHPASTE ARH......................" i kanna tricked so like WTH lor but nevermind lah i will not bear grudges de haha still feeling upset he never cum school for 3 days le is he avoiding me marhx? i got a feeling tat he is but if he wan avoid me there is nth i can do oso i jus wan hab some peace now. i oso hab a feeling tat i am drifting away frm a friend how cum i hab so many problems i am sick and tired of it and i wan tell him "you dun hab to avoid me i promise tat i won't bother you anymore"

jus came back frm the hospital 2dae was a heartbreaking day for me first i flunked my physics test there is no hope 2 it but is not my fault rite i dun understand a single thing since first day of sch then somemore MYE cuming le haiz then went through the long sch hours finally the bell rang i skipped english remindal cuz got medical appointment but i oso not sure 2dae hab english or not then walked out of sch alone cuz frwens all hab remindal but guess wat i saw him and a girl walking together like going to hold hands i was like feel like crying but my tears are all dried up so does it means tat i dun hab to feel gulity again? i dun like to pretend anymore i admit tat i still like you but wat can i do? it is such a horrible feeling everyday to walk pass you and pretend tat i dun care (WO ZUO BU DAO) i feel like killing myself i am so useless but lucky my mum brought me to the NUS cafe and i get to enjoy my grilled fish with pepper sause and my buy me a ring as my birthdae present felt so hurt 2dae

haha i am now in sch got a bit free time so went to post long time never update my blog since term 1 holiday MYE cuming in May siao le art mus prepare 3 weeks earlier i am thinking should i drop art? but if i drop art i will not be able to go junior college which i hope to go to haiz hu will be able to tell me wat to do? posting at sch is quit fun.

went to support laopo they all yesterday on the competion the "chinese language challenge" although laopo didn't win, we are still very happy have a trip to mediacorp is quite grand and the shooting is very serious but long haha enjoyed the trip very much but most important is to support laopo on the bus tat time oso very fun lor me yu xin hui qi yi tian phoebe min er and veron all very happy but going bk tat time me and yu xin sing song scare until laopo haha sorry laopo but we sing oso not bad marhx so jus quite enjoy myself yesterday.
To:Laopo yuxiang
although we never win , we kown you try your best le jiayous we always support you de and you wear suit very cute.

FALLEN SICK..........

finally feel well enough too open com and post this tuesday dun noe eat wat thing after i reach home frm harmoica i got fever the later starting vomiting then diarrheoa started not to say my stomach oso pain lah went to see the 24 hr doc hab an injection and took some medicine cost $71 leh eepensive hor still after taking medicine condition never improve wake up in the morning at wednesday started vomiting again spent the whole day in bed jus going toilet to vomit or pass montion the day went again thursday i wake up at 4 in the morning cuz cannot sleep too painful le my stomache then around 10 plus dad bring me go polyclinic see doc cuz the other medinine not working the doc told me tat i cannot eat anything except for PLAIN PORRIDGE, WATER AND GLUCOSE WATER i can't even eat fruits and vegetables lor jus these 3 things so pathetic rite then these few days see my family eat chicken wing i eat plain porridge leh so WTH but no choice if i wan recover i hab to eat tat hope tat i will recover soon now still eating medicine but i will be strong de jiayous

2dae open com so come and post i find an old song which i like a lot i hope tat everyone listen le dun laugh at me hor is very nice lor so sweet i felt tat this song is so sadd and sweet i hope tat i will not be hurt again enjoy listening