jus came back frm the hospital 2dae was a heartbreaking day for me first i flunked my physics test there is no hope 2 it but is not my fault rite i dun understand a single thing since first day of sch then somemore MYE cuming le haiz then went through the long sch hours finally the bell rang i skipped english remindal cuz got medical appointment but i oso not sure 2dae hab english or not then walked out of sch alone cuz frwens all hab remindal but guess wat i saw him and a girl walking together like going to hold hands i was like feel like crying but my tears are all dried up so does it means tat i dun hab to feel gulity again? i dun like to pretend anymore i admit tat i still like you but wat can i do? it is such a horrible feeling everyday to walk pass you and pretend tat i dun care (WO ZUO BU DAO) i feel like killing myself i am so useless but lucky my mum brought me to the NUS cafe and i get to enjoy my grilled fish with pepper sause and my buy me a ring as my birthdae present felt so hurt 2dae