I really need a space for myself:/

Okay many things really happened these few days and i really dun noe what to do sia i feel so lost and irrtated. What should i do? Min tells me to ignore but i can't just simply ignore right? I know am in no position to interfer, but since he come to me himself, how can i pretend not to see anything and just dun reply and ignore...

I want everything to turn out good. is that really so hard? Why can't everybody just move on and get a life hais f sia:/ Even when i am having holidays, is not any better right? Nothing just seems right from the start argh wth how i wish somethings just never happened from the start:/