After the second month of our anniversary, i gave up on us and i decided to leave you silently after we texted each other, after seeing what you told me in the text, i feel that there is no point in our relationship anymore.
When i asked you "Do you intend to break up?" Yet this is what you replied me, "Break Up? I thought we are just at the trying out period? I felt like I couldn't commit... While everything is like coming at once....." This text keep hitting my mind and haunting me. Why? When i told you to gave up on my initially, why you told me to not let you go, and all the promises that you once made to me and told me? Everything changed so fast and now everything is gone, i don't wanna linger around you and wait for you while you left me hanging, floating around and i don't know what is our relationship status now, it's hard to cut you off my heart it's just like cutting a flesh off me, but i know i have to do it. If i don't do it i would end up suffering even more, the only best thing i can do for you finally is to leave you quietly, give you back your freedom since you say that you can't commit.
I still love you and i guess i will love you for quite a while, and all i can do is to let my pain heal by itself slowly...
