Confession

You are like a very best friend to me, i never met someone which we think, feel and everything so alike just like a soul mate, we said it before and we're even surprised how alike our family & house is, everything is just such a coincidence. Also i can't deny that you brought a special impact into my life, and I don't know if i would ever feel anything special for you or not, but i really might one day is just that i don't know when will it be. Maybe when I've gotten over him? Maybe a year? Or maybe my six months policy might not work out this time, because you're just so special somehow. But for now we're best of friends and what we lack is that "feel" between us, i don't know if we ever might feel anything between us, but let's just allow things to be natural and see how it goes yea? But there is something which i wanna tell you, but i always never said it out or maybe i won't ever say it out.

"If one day you ever feel that i felt something special for you, & if you felt the same please do tell me about it, but if you don't feel anything special, then just pretend that you don't know anything or never feel anything okay?"