I told you that i want a break up, and yes i guess you agreed silently maybe from the start you never wanted this relationship but you never know how my heart broke when i saw that text of yours saying "I felt like i couldn't commit..." Then from the start why did you even come near me? Fucking why? What happened to all the promise that you made? Didn't i warn you to give up on me? I told you before, i am in pieces and just go and give up on me? No i know now there is no point in saying all these anymore, because nothing is coming back and it never will come back.
Remember the place where we sat? where you asked me to be together? Yes i have no courage to step back to that place that seat. But i went back in on the 4th of June. Supposed to be our 3rd month anniversary, and the 1st month after we broke up, i have the courage to step back in, but i don't have the courage to stay there for long, or even cry out loud i feel so helpless at that moment. I can tell you honestly i really still miss you alot, what we did together, the places we been together, what you said to me, everything is like a shadow cast around me, the more i try to shake it off, especially your love the clearer it gets. Can i beg you to faster leave me? Just leave and bring everything away with you & don't ever come back...
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