Last time i blogged about him is three months ago, now i must say after this post i swear that i have nothing more to do with him. So let's guess what happen shall we? And the answer is * drum rolls please......* HE PATCHED BACK WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!! HOW WONDERFUL RIGHT? Such brilliant news and i only discover about it when i went and do my school enrollment.__.
Okay enough of my sarcasm is not as though i'm such bitch-.- Let's get to the point, so after all these drama, i am just a substitute for the past 3 months? This is one of the things that i freaking hate, which is to be a shitty substitute. But what can i do? In the end i realise is not only his fault i have mine too, as it always goes it takes two hands to clap so if i'm not interested, what harm can he do to me? Or more like i should say i dug my own grave? I'm so sick and tired of all this kind of situation you know, espically after this incident, i'm really really tired and i'm so afraid to fall in love ever again. Instead of patching up the hole that is already existed, he dug it even deeper and now i'll take double the effort to fill it up on my own again. Now we are in the same school i can't even avoid and worse still his girlfriend is my friend, she's totally not at fault at all, i feel guilty towards her instead i'm such a bastard='(
No matter how hard i try to avoid, i'll still see them in school, and is already three times is gonna be hard but i'm gonna make sure after this last post regarding him, i'll put a full stop and really get my ass moving on with life. Finally i wish them happiness...
Everything ends here with a full stop.
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