feeling so blue everydae kanna scolded by mummy sae wat everydae only noe how 2 open computer nv do homework only noe how 2 plae oso nt i dun wanna do hw i really dun hab hw marhs is it my fault meh is it my problem meh teacher dun wanna gib oso nt my fault dun hab means dun hab lah wat she wan i oso nv gib her trouble in sch only open com oso wanna scold me so sian lor hu dun wan get gd grades and go the best sch feeling so blue i nw jus wanna slp any nv wake up until i finish my o level at least by tat time i wont feel so blue haiz i think i will hab fewer post le cuz nt allowed 2 open computer so sadd...........

todae went to the hospital again 4 the 2nd time 4 my 2nd injection is another doctor but this toopid doctor is a 变态 lor he use a lot of medicine lor make my legg so pain walk oso wanna die nt like the 1st doctor although she is fierce but she nv inject so much medicine the guy doctor is a 死变态 use so much tell my mum sae wat oh use more faster heal then dun nid 2 cum again he so toopid lor i cum more he more money 2 earn more money dun wan use so much waana kill ppl mehs toopid lor gib he earn money dun wan siao one

很无聊很久每有post already也没东西写今天从harmoica pratice 回来到家我家楼下被吓倒了cuz gt some thing happen but is still ok 现在感觉很blue very blue 什么也不像要做也不像要去那里也不是很想说话只想一个人安静的躺着听歌和睡觉...............................

2dae went 2 the hospital wake up at 7.30 but my apointment is at 9.40 wake up le go bathe brush teeth and then change then went out le when me and daddy reach the busstop we waited 4 198 but wait until ages lor then when the bus cum it is so crowded until siao lor so squeezy up there but the time we reach hospital is around 8.53 le then went 2 regester then wait 2 see the doctor finally is my turn then went in and see a female doctor she examine my wound and ask lots of question then she ask me lie on the bed and then she sae my wound nid a injection then i lie on the bed but i see she dip the needle into a medicine then i see wa sae the needle is 3 cm long lor i was like OMG i wanted 2 faint le then they inject halfway i moved my leg then hab 2 inject again very pain sae when the needle is being pushed into teh wound then very ichy she sae wait outside then we pay le then went 2 collect medicine then i nid 2 go bk again on 7/7/07 haiz still nid somemore injection lor until my leg heal.

y do i hab this feelin y am i jealous i jus dun noe i am jus very afraid 2 mian dui this feeling again i hab been hurt once i dun wanna be hurt the 2nd time i hab enough of this already i jus wanna concerate on my studies and friendship

todae i am really hurt dun feel like talking nw i jus wanna stay at a corner and jus cry cry until i die love is all fake nw everything in my life is fake expect my family and friends my life now is in a full darkness I HATE 4EVER

haiz tml going 2 the hospital 2 treat my leg hope tat my leg will heal and nt leaving a scar on my knee the doctor sae jus inject something into my wound and if the wound nv recover then nid 2 have a operation to remove it sian jus becuz of tat i hab 2 change my tution 2 2dae lor all my friend go on thursdae 1 left me all alone nw i finally understand one thing love alwayz hurts and i dun believe in love anymore only friendship last till enternity.