today feels a bit sickly but still have to take care of my even more sick sister haiz poor me and daddy and mummy both not at home so i will have to take care of the chores and buying of lunch and dinner also still hve to attend tution later haiz............ recently feels very down because of mock exam results did badly expect for english i was quite shocked by my own results too, haha finally my english have improved although i fail my science, i improved at least 10 to 20 marks compared to last time so i will still have to keep working hard for myself .

today was a very busy day..........................

Recently keep hearing his news and i just found out that i am not really as strong as i thought i am i had never really forget him in my heart even if that had really passed like few months thought that most of what people had say time will heal the thinking and wounds that one has but does it really happened? i don't even know what i am thinking about him and if i see him on the streets what will i say? I am tired of thinking le i think of giving everything up and just run away including my GCE O levels.............

2dae SUX SUX & SUX i am very very angry sia how can that toopid teacher accuse me of cheating? when i didn't even talk in the first place. I hate her man i was so embrassed sia lucky we are not in the hall even if i fail, i would never resort to cheating during such a exam i want to be honest with myself since i am already taking my O-level this year haiz got no mood since just now. But wanna thanks all the friends who talked me just now thanks to jemina, yi tian, yu ting, ganga,fong may, xin yi,marjorie,kathleen and many more sorry if i left out your name but thanks to all of your i feel much better le.

long time never post le firstly let me wish my punch bag (Faiz) happy birthday first even though is a bit early haha recently studying quite hard for O-Levels will jiayous de hope to get into the course i wanted haha

long time nv update so now posting 2dae was feeling quite uphappy over the chemistry lab incident because yesterday our class is the only class that is doing experiment and use the lab we are oso the only one who hab lesson with mrs thong then 2dae mrs thong suddenly tell our class to admit who hab stolen the chemical of sulphur hydroxide but is like wat de who want to steal that stupid chemical and if we are not going to admit the school will do a invegestion on us is like haiz why mus they accuse us?

broke down again 2dae after band there was a meeting i broke down and almost flood harmonica room firstly i wanted 2 say very very sorry 4 everyone present at the meeting i hab spoilet your mood 4 valentines day and i am very very sorry. i feel darm sadd sia keep thinking "actually am i really very selfish?" maybe i am barhx 4 tat point of time and i did'nt think abt the situation and i am only thinking of myself? i feel so tooty and upset so right until the end in the conculsion i found tat maybe i am too selfish i will change and try 2be more ji zi and help out barhx i will bear with it haiz only left with 2 to 3 months and i will be graudating liao why not make it a nice and happy ending and jus let everything jus pass.

enjoyed yu xiang de brthday party although i was quite late sorry 2 yu xiang abt tat haha but i kanna smeared half of my face with cream lor ok not funny and gurmeet and tuckk hab cream and chocolates on their face haha so conclusion i still not the worse one they suffered more than i do haha but did'nt really enjoyed much because of wat happen in the afternoon but i still like the party anyway jus wanna thanks yu xiang laopo 4 tat nice food and party and hope tat euu will not be angry over i cuming late haha.

now super bad mood stuck at the BLOODY VECTORS haiz hu can save me frm this vector tunnel? i going siao liao jus feeling tooty lor sia lah but lets not talk abt unhappy things 4 now.
2dae very happy i received my 2nd math test and i PASSED it haha feel super duper happy sia add up both of my math paper i actually got a B4 haha first time in my life man haha if i pass one more common test i will be able 2 pass my ca1 haha tat is the best news i hab ever receive in years man haha but i will still continue 2 work hard de i will prove tat i will do well 4 O-level de
and gd luck 4 band in the syf haha

THX mu lan 4 the birthdae gift i like it a lot really haha luv euu haha.